recovering from a walk yesterday. My right knee is starting to hurt more frequently. I'll schedule a massage tomorrow and hopefully that will help. Still eating clean. Still no candy for about 3 months maybe 4. Grateful for my friends and program and my higher power. no answer yet on the right from the Raiders in the writing group I'm in. Hope I'm not kicked out. Of course there could be worse things. hopefully I'll hear from someone tomorrow so I know whether I need to go to the library and print up a poem.I think I'll take trinity this time. Still need to put down on paper my spiderpoem it's there I can feel it but I haven't written it yet. Ok going to watch the local news now. More later.

100 Years of Solitude

Busy couple of weeks. Almost like I have a paying job! The anthology is being advertised. Posted on several sites and disseminated across the country. The donations are helping pay for that. My cycle was hard on my mood this past week. I veered more toward fast food than sweets. That's new for me. But I made a point midweek to eat more fish to boost my Omega 3s. It seems to be working I took myself for a walk in a park in Magnolia. And I bought healthy groceries. I didn't even want sweets. This staying off of candy appears to be working. I had a healthy dinner outside on the patio. And tomorrow I participate in a bilingual reading of 100 Years of Solitude. Then I get to have a healthy dinner and catch up with a good friend. Yes I'll be having the tomba tuna salad again. Do I have gills yet? It's expensive but incredibly healthy with the Omega 3s in the seared tuna and the healthy fat in the avocado. And all the amazing health benefits of the ginger, mango, tomato and more. Mmmm I'm making myself hungry! Well I actually must go. I'm trying to get to sleep at a decent hour, but of course I'm not tired. Still though I have to try.

Wow.

I've missed this blog hence my return. I've had a crummy weekend so far, but there is tomorrow. I lost my antidepressants so got into a funk. Trying to reconcile the life I was "supposed" to have with the amazing life I have. Fortunately I'm coming back to life. Interesting dreams I have had one type of natural disaster that left a mirror universe. One weird love story. And one small town murder mystery. Wonder what will happen tonight. The anthology is cruising along. Once I secure the name I'll post more about it.

Love this little guy!

Beautiful day Beautiful day Fire burn it all away burn it all away!

Wow! I have the best landlady. I left her a message about leaving my job and she called back leaving me a message that was full of care and concern. It what is an incredible day today. It started with lunch at Macarena with Joyce who treated me.What a great surprise an incredible conversation. I am so blessed with supportive funny intelligent friends. Not sure how I got so lucky to have such amazing people in my life. Thank you Higher Power. Please continue to bless me and guide me in my recovery.

Time icing my joints equals boredom. Bored. Bored. Bored.