Meds

The doctor told me she wanted me up to one full pill twice a day. So I attempted the full pill this morning and while waiting for A to pick up drill, I called his phone and told him I would be right back I had to find bathroom or I was going to shit my pants. I hate this medicine. I hate this medicine enough to do the hard core workouts I did when I wasn't on this medicine. I am not taking a half a pill tonight or a full pill tonight. I will start with the half pill again tomorrow morning and evening and some serious exercise. I can't be driven to the bathroom at any moment because of a tiny little pill. Yuck!

Groovin'

I did the majority of the Belly Dancing Cardio section. There is one part in the work out that has a lot of moves not in the library of moves, but it still was about a 30/35 minute workout so that is cool. My blood sugar tonight is gosh now I don't remember, I think 117 this morning it was 101 so it is coming back down. I need to get my eating under control. It has been hard this week, and I figured out why on Tuesday when my period started. About 1.5 years ago the doctor changed my pill and I love the one she put me on as I don't get so drama laden and the irritable bitch syndrome is severly reduced (you will have to trust me on this). Now I just fight insecure feelings...fun for me. And the great bonus was that I didn't have a period every month so when I have one it throws me...runs me down, makes me crave everything, honest no small babies safe : 0 so hopefully by Sunday this will have run its course and I can go back to eating healthy and working out. Although compared to other times the eating has only been mildly out of control.

Now I just need to finish some laundry and I can go to bed!

Sight

I was driving home and almost home. Just pulling out of the grocery store. I felt my eyes close even though they were open. It was like they were closed saying I am done now, go away world.

Coffee?

I woke up at 5am today, but couldn't make myself bellydance. I hit the snooze alarm repeatedly until 6am, and then scrambled (not eggs) but myself to get in a shower and get to work on time. What is up with that? I even went to bed early, not early enough I guess.

Impromptu

I almost forgot. If you have not seen the movie Impromptu, you must! George Sands, Frederick Chopin disdain to love. Now I want a movie that tells the rest of the story.

This clip is not from the movie, but after the Art of the Piano, yes I am a Horowitz fan, and of course Chopin.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x93pwAvUkAA

CC continued

Aaron and I are thinking about moving to Columbia City. Not anytime soon, but eventually. We are going to spend weekends exploring it to see if it is where we want to hang our hats. The KC Fower and gift shop is amazing and had the most beautiful blue thistle, let alone the perfect Christmas present that yes my pretty little girl side loves, and yes Aaron bought it for me. He told me I could know one of my presents. I can't wait to surprise him with his, but lets just say they are good!

And yes Chocolati Capaccino Almonds are quite possible one of the best things in the world. - Use your Entertainment Book coupon and buy me the biggest box of them you can actually with your coupon you can buy two for the price of one. Of course you should give them both to me. (the espresso caramels aren't bad either, but the capaccino almonds are by far the best)

Coumbia City Bakery

I am going to the Columbia City Bakery. I love every baker there and so does Aaron so I think it may me a menage a trois or a flat out orgy this morning. Pumpkin pie to the max! Or perhaps a lemon bar, and I bet they make a killer breakfast, yummmy. Geez, I think that my stomach rumbling just woke anyone still asleep up!