He makes everything possible. He opens me up and keeps me in his arms all the while. The songbird in my soul is free now and chirping and flying without abandon. Oh how I wait for his return.

It has been like an old fashioned romance words crossing over seas only ours have immediacy. Lightning has struck our hearts and seared us together. When he comes home we plan our future.

It is Saturday in S.A. so only 8 more days.

You know your sick when you are too tired to get out off the toilet.

My coworker is crazy, crazy crazy crazy...I just want Will to come home and hold me. Day 12 is done there on the very early morning of day 11.

While he is away
his voice wraps me
like my favorite warm blanket.

His daughter is on new medicine and won't be able to gokart for a bit, well because of construction next to the track so she will be ok, that is good. He goes to Saudi Arabia tomorrow and the 12 day count starts.

He has come to mean so much to me I didn't know it was possible. But then again I was hooked by his vocabulary and use of words from his first email so even though we have this and we both feel it are experiencing this dare we both say love it is life giving.