living life in fear sucks

I must be receiving a lot of Reike or prayer or the Lexapro is kicking in. I go back to work tomorrow so we will see if I am just up for the 3rd time before I go down for the final time.

If you know Reike, please send some my way.

My life has turned into the sawdust thrown on some kids vomit.

It can only get better from here. Time to go study.

I'm struggling with life right now....ex-boyfriend, now a friend with limited benefits, fumigation, trouble at work, and still don't have my bed. My bed arrives Thursday. Maybe things will start getting better once I get my bed this Thursday. I know it can get worse, but I sure hope it doesn't.