He makes everything possible. He opens me up and keeps me in his arms all the while. The songbird in my soul is free now and chirping and flying without abandon. Oh how I wait for his return.

It has been like an old fashioned romance words crossing over seas only ours have immediacy. Lightning has struck our hearts and seared us together. When he comes home we plan our future.

It is Saturday in S.A. so only 8 more days.

You know your sick when you are too tired to get out off the toilet.

My coworker is crazy, crazy crazy crazy...I just want Will to come home and hold me. Day 12 is done there on the very early morning of day 11.

While he is away
his voice wraps me
like my favorite warm blanket.

His daughter is on new medicine and won't be able to gokart for a bit, well because of construction next to the track so she will be ok, that is good. He goes to Saudi Arabia tomorrow and the 12 day count starts.

He has come to mean so much to me I didn't know it was possible. But then again I was hooked by his vocabulary and use of words from his first email so even though we have this and we both feel it are experiencing this dare we both say love it is life giving.

He thinks of me with this song

If you aint got someone you're afraid to lose.... be safe be safe be safe...

Radish King just reminded me of a full moon out tonight and yes she described it perfectly halo and all. I went up to the patio. Said a quick prayer to the moon watching over the house to watch over William. And yes R referenced the Virgin Mary in a separate post and the moon reminded me of her as well so asked her to keep him safe too. It is only 12 days I don't know if that is all 12 days in Saudi Arabia or includes the time in Spain, either way, keep him safe.

Ugh. He is in England today and then off to Spain and then to Saudi Arabia for a 12 day contract. Keep him safe Universe...

I miss him already.

mmmmmm

my matador came back to me and wrote me a poem, a well written love poem far to intimate for me to post here, I am undone, gone, smitten a skein of yarn loose on the world utterly, completely undone.

He came back and actually told me he is committed to keep in touch with me regularly because he realized how happy he is after he talks with me. We have so much in common and I can actually be myself with him. I have let my guard down and let the vulnerable me out and so far so good. Ths guy is something special and his daughter sounds adorable. Yay!