My heart needs a patch cord like my computer has....

Crushing out hard....great at times, sucks at others!

Gosh I really like this guy. I hope he isn't to scared to continue...he seems so kind and thoughtful when we talk, it is just this disappearing act, Ugh....

Still no word from him, it must be a game : (

The last I heard from him was a very garbled call at 2:45am Tuesday morning. Bad connection from Caracas. He was coming home and has of course vanished. I know he had to fly out to Toronto soon and that his flight had already been delayed because of world affairs so trying not to worry. I just want him to be available. But even if he isn't I am taking care of myself. I have upped my workouts to 3 a week and with the holiday will get 4 in this week. My foot is on the mend, and I see a nutritionist tomorrow.
It is just hard talking with an incredible man and then he is gone. I know he wants to talk more, and his voice is sincere when we talk so I hope to hear from him soon.

Yay, IM'ing away today..and he is coming home tomorrow!

Well his daughter was in the hospital all weekend so yeah I guess not calling is ok. He has made definate efforts since then. Unfortunately his work in Caracas leads to calls that drop. They don't quite have the international cell phone system working in all areas yet. But we did talk briefly and I heard his wonderful voice and his British accent. I can't wait til he is home. I don't know how his daughter stands it. But I know he is doing what he can. He has been raising her alone for seven years. I don't know how his wife passed yet, our phone calls and IM's are cut short. He tried calling me at 1:30 and 2am in the morning Cairo time both calls dropped. Then he IM'd at 12:30am my time and 4:30am his time, but I didn't see it until 1:30p my time/5:30am his time - I don't think he sleeps. We IM'd very briefly while he got ready for work, but he was unable to come back on line

I hope he tries again tonight. He is trying and that I love!