Wow! I have the best landlady. I left her a message about leaving my job and she called back leaving me a message that was full of care and concern. It what is an incredible day today. It started with lunch at Macarena with Joyce who treated me.What a great surprise an incredible conversation. I am so blessed with supportive funny intelligent friends. Not sure how I got so lucky to have such amazing people in my life. Thank you Higher Power. Please continue to bless me and guide me in my recovery.

Time icing my joints equals boredom. Bored. Bored. Bored.

My Higher Power and I are making life happen not letting life happen to us. Thank you HP!

Moving Forward

Wow. Life has been moving quickly and I am trusting my Higher Power to take care of me. The person who bullied me at work is coming back in will be in the same position and that means I am moving on voluntarily. I am sad it came to this but it just moved up the time line of my leaving. I feel strong and grateful and good about my decision. My only concern is the health insurance is so expensive come on Obama care. Last night was amazing. I had a healthy barbecue with music and spoken word and violinists a 10 year old violinist who was brilliant. There was a beautiful singer who also played guitar making her Seattle debut. Raul reading his poetry and yes I even read some poetry. The food was amazing. And yet healthy. Quinoa salad and this tomatoes squash soup and some incredible fruit salad it was it was all delicious.Imet a friend's husband and his eyes just seem so kind and open and accepting and is a reminder of the good men that are out there and that I deserve one of those. Maybe when I'm ready I don't think I'm ready yet but that I deserve a good man not what I had in the past. I think everyone had a good time and it was a fantastic mix of people from bicyclists, artists, gardener's, knitters, and all of them are just people that fill my heart and bring smiles to my face when I see them. I am so grateful for everything my Higher Power has given me and I'm trusting that as I move forward I am making the right decision. I will not think in lack. I will not get trapped in other people's fears. I will not be limited by others. When I let fear and other people's fears control me then I and not honoring my higher power. And life is too short to let that happen.