It sucks that I have to be the one to file a harassment claim. I didn't do anything wrong and am being abused and my boss said, "I don't know what to do." Why should I have to feel scared? Why should I have to be the one forced to work in a scary environment?

I hate this. I hate this I hate this I hate this I HATE THIS!!!

The Good: I received my original Angela Simione of a beautiful block wood cut of aan unclothed doll. She does have shoes and a sad face.

The Bad: I have to file a harassment claim at work because my coworker - who yells at kids, made a middle schooler feel self-conscious about her weight, threatened me and has not had enough consequences so decided to start calling me names. I went to the doctor yesterday and told her about the ordeal and she has me staying home next week.

I can only imagine this is what it feels like to live with an alcoholic never knowing what is going to set a person off. It really feels unsafe and yup it is put on me since I have to file the harassment claim.

Good school environment.

Stumptown coffee is the best. Homegrown is my new favorite place. And live music is oxygen.

Cable is out and I realize I have become a slave to TV. It soothes me. Not as good as the lull of the ocean but some shows hit a monotone pitch and put me to sleep. Not sure what my lullabye will be tonight if it doesn't come on before bedtime. Yikes!

mmmmm mushroom risotto for dinner tonight, no meat just the risotto a but load of carbs, but damn it is good....

I saw 3 large sudo busses indicating the end of the world was coming on 5/21 and 5/22the vehicles were all black with blackened windows. Suspect we will hear about some kool-aid or something again from some cult next spring. Sad. Too bad people can't find a loving spirit guide to honor.

Blue ink is flowing
in my wrist
I want to slash it
let it out
stain the page