I think Aaron and I will just have to be garden friends. I tried to go out with him to the garden and then dinner and all I could think was he sees me as ugly. I know he wants to be friends and honestly I don't know if I can do it. So for now I will limit it to the garden. Like I said my parents weren't bad people loved me but never saw me as beautiful and I think that is his deal. Still completely unacceptable that he never told me at the front end of the relationship. Had he I would never have gone out with him. I wish I could get the time back and yes if I could take it all back and have my life back without ever having dated him I would.